It's been far too long since I posted in private lj world.  And my things haven't really changed since then.  Other than my zip code, but that was evitable since my last post.

We are still in learning compatibility world in the greater bay area.  Living with Ian full-time hasn't been exceptionally painful, but there have been moements.  And I knew I should have expected that.  In the big picture I'm sure it's the usual male vs. female stuff and it could always be worse.  Some of it started on the way out, the long drive cross-country when I drove the entire way out.....the WHOLE way.  Not until I got angry and frustrated on the last day did Ian volunteer to drive.  And there have been those moments now and then of just wondering how much he does care.  He says stupid things on occasion that make me wonder.  One incident left me not talking to him for 2 days.  As much as those moments aggrivate me, I also have to keep into perspective that my being here has changed his life around too.  I'm sure these feelings can be somewhat mutual.

But having a job has giving me some sense of well-being.  Now to just get my dog out here.  It'll will feel like home.